My so called life....

brwneyegrl1986 @ 2007-03-07T12:28:00

2007-03-07T18:29:45Z

Oh and I'm not perfect, so don't expect that of me. Thank you.

Frustration is setting in.

2007-03-07T18:26:41Z

I wish I could say I am looking forward to spring break but going home might almost be worse than being at school right now.

Things were going so great for awhile.

brwneyegrl1986 @ 2007-02-18T23:29:00

2007-02-19T05:29:45Z

My feet smell.

Snow

2007-02-14T00:28:33Z

So this semester has gotten off to an okay start. It's going to be a busy one for me once again with 18 hours of classes plus research, APO, my new job :), and studying for the GRE. I'm pretty good at handling being busy though so I think I will survive.

I'm planning on taking the GRE in April if I have enough time to study for it, otherwise I will take it over the summer.

In other news I just started a new job at Home Sweet Home Ministries, an organization in Bloomington that helps homeless people. I was hired as a social services associate, which pretty much involves doing a little bit of everything. I will be learning the ropes of doing intakes, client counseling, addiction groups, life skills and pretty much whatever else needs to be done there. So far I have worked 3 days and am pretty much in love with it. I like having a job that is a little bit out of the ordinary. I also like feeling that I am doing something worthwhile. I'm almost sad to be going home over the summer because I would love to stay here and work full time. I was told that if I go home over the summer I will be allowed to come back and work next year, which will be really nice.

School is going okay. It is keeping me pretty busy as usual. Some of my classes will be pretty difficult this semester but as long as I keep up with the work I should be okay.

We got a new roommate, and so far things are going well with her. Her name is Susie and she is a junior photography major here. She isn't really here very often due to long class hours but when she is, I think she is pretty nice.

The whole wedding planning thing is going well too! We have our date, church, reception hall and dj finalized so far, so I shouldn't be too busy with any other wedding plans for awhile, which is fabulous. We are getting married on August 2, 2008 at St. Scolastica Church. The whole wedding thing still doesn't seem real to me. I'm sure it will once it gets closer though.

Overall, I am happy with my life right now. I couldn't ask for things to be better than they are right this moment!

I'm Engaged!

2007-01-08T21:12:19Z

Merry Christmas?

2006-12-04T22:19:13Z

I'm a bit of a scrooge this holiday season. Actually more than just a bit.
I am annoyed by pretty much everything and everyone.
I hate the snow.
I hate the cold weather.
I hate school.

Thats enough bitching for now.

T-giving.

2006-11-15T09:45:12Z

Thanksgiving is a special holiday for me... not just because of the food.
It was the day my Dad got a liver.
I can't believe it has almost been two years. It doesn't seem that long ago.
How lucky I am to still have him in my life.

Floof

2006-11-08T20:02:44Z

At the library today I was sitting next to a guy who was listening to the Top Gun soundtrack.
I found that quite hilarious.

Fill this out about my if you like me, and if you don't.. thats just too bad.

2006-11-07T04:36:50Z

My Dearest Kelly, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. You are _________. If I could_______ it would be ______. Someday I will ______.

Yes.

2006-10-30T21:46:46Z

I really want to go to a taping of Judge Mathis.

squeeze.

2006-10-24T00:23:29Z

So I did the whole registration thing today. All in all not a bad schedule. Recently it has come to my attention that I only have 4 more classes left to take in my major then I can graduate. I can't believe I didn't realize this sooner! So I think my tentative plan right now is to graduate next fall then stay down in Bloomington the rest of the year and work and save up.
Lately I have been obsessed with the future, even though it terrifies me. I want to go to grad school, that is really the only thing I want to do after I graduate and I am completely nervous that I won't get in anywhere. I think I just need a little more self confidence or something to make me believe in myself more.

another pointless update due to boredom.

2006-10-20T05:18:42Z

*The Best Myspace Survey*
* . . About You . . *
Eye Color::	Brown-like
Hair Color::	Dark Brown
Height::	5'2
Favorite Color::	Green
Screen Name::	Brwneyegrl1986
Favorite Band::	tons
Favorite Movie::	Beaches
Favorite Show::	Grey's Anatomy
Your Car::	A Chevy Lumina
Your Hometown::	Woodridge
Your Present Town::	Normal
Your Crushes First Name::	Blake
Your Grade::	Junior in college
Your Style::	comfy
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?:	Nope
Kissed someone in the rain?:	Nope
Danced in a public place?:	Yes
Smiled for no reason?:	Yes
Laughed so hard you cried?:	Yes
Peed your pants after age 8?:	Yes from laughing so hard
Written a song?:	One in like sixth grade with Tiffany.. Oh man.
Sang to someone for no reason?:	Yes all the time
Performed on a stage?:	Oh yes.
Talked to someone you don't know?:	Haha yes sir
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?:	yeah
Made out in a theatre?:	Yes
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?:	Yeah! It was so fun!
Been in love?:	Very much so.
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?:	Blake
Tell you, I love you?:	Blake
Kiss you?:	Blake
Hug you?:	Dad
Tell you BYE?:	Blake
Write you a note?:	Mom
Take your photo?:	Natalie
Call your cell phone?:	Kristin
Buy you something?:	Blake
Go with you to the movies?:	Blake
Sing to you?:	Um... me?
Write a poem about you?:	A long time ago... there's a funny story behind this one that Erica and I were JUST talking about!
Text message you?:	I don't even remember it was taken away! :(
Touch you?:	My dog
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?:	about a half hour ago
Time you cried?:	not sure
Movie you watched?:	teen witch... haha
Joke you told?:	dunno
Song you've sang?:	that motor red song into my sisters voicemail
Time you've looked at the clock?:	like 5 seconds ago
Drink you've had?:	Ruby red squirt
Number you've dialed?:	Blake
Book you've read?:	A good one called Something Blue
Food you've eaten?:	Triscuit Crackers
Flavor of gum chewed?:	Cinnamon
Shoes you've worn?:	Black Pumas
Store you've been in?:	Meijer
Thing you've said?:	T.J!(in a yelling voice)
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?:	nope
Whistle?:	yes
Blow a bubble?:	nope
Roll your tounge in a circle?:	I don't even know what that means? Hot dog bun?
Cross your eyes?:	yep
Touch your tounge to your nose?:	no
Dance?:	in a goofy dorky completely unsexy kind of way
Gleek?:	?
Stay up a whole night without sleep?:	No way jose
Speak a different language?:	No
Impersonate someone?:	sometimes
Prank call people?:	Oh yes, this is a favorite passtime of mine
Make a card pyramid?:	maybe
Cook anything?:	Love cooking
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...:	Hamster I would nap, snack, think about working out nap again, snack some more...
I wish ...:	that I never had to grow up.
So many people don't know that ...:	my parents are divorced and I live with my Dad... wouldn't have it any other way.
I am ...:	silly,sensitive,obnoxious sometimes, self conscious, a little ditzy, a klutz, kind, a glutton
My heart is ...:	content.
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Haha

2006-10-16T04:24:09Z

So I had a dream that it was my 21st birthday and everyone kept telling me that they couldn't go out with me for it because they had homework. In my dream I just kept saying that no one should have homework because it was the summer. Then I found some random people to party with and I kept saying "I'm 21 dammit" over and over again.... haha.

Wow.

2006-10-13T19:14:24Z

Some people are just plain evil.

Depressed.

2006-08-29T17:40:20Z

So, this year has basically gotten off to a completely HORRIBLE start. First, Amber bought a chinchilla without asking and I am allergic, so everyday I wake up with my eyes swollen shut and hives, and I can't breath out of my nose. Then she basically moved her boyfriend in here without asking us if it was okay. When we decided to talk to her about it, we sit down as a group to try to make a compromise and she says this, " I know what you guys are going to talk to me about and it is bullshit. You are trying to control my life and I can't take it, so I am moving out. I put ads up for a sub leaser and it could be a male or a female, I don't really care." I have never been so fucked over by someone who I considered to be a good friend. We tried to reason with her, by just asking her not to have him stay over every single night and she just wouldn't have it. So I said " You would give up a friendship just so you don't have to compromise?" and she looked me straight in the eye and said "Yes."

I am completely freaking out. I do not want to live with a guy, especially someone I don't even know! What if he turns out to be a rapist? what if the person who moves in is a complete psycho and steals all of our stuff? So I am going to do whatever it takes to make sure that no one signs the sub lease. When they come to see the apartment and meet us I am going to tell them that if they sign the lease I am going to make them miserable, and just be totally mean. Amber is not going to win this.
I can't believe after only a week of living with us she is just going to leave and not try to work things out.

brwneyegrl1986 @ 2006-07-23T18:59:00

2006-07-23T23:59:58Z

Invalid video URL.

Hurray!

2006-07-23T17:27:32Z

Kelly Clarkson was amazing. She did a really great job and she sounded so good! She played some new songs from her upcoming album, and they were really good so I can't wait for it to come out!!! She also chopped off her hair and she went brunette again, which looks way better than blonde. Ahhh I love her.

Saw this on myspace and it interested me....

2006-07-13T00:38:21Z

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong

01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

07) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

08) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

09) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

Inspired by Jack

2006-06-02T09:16:33Z

Women I would go lesbian for.......

1. Angelina Jolie...something about her is just plain hot.

2. Rachel Mcadam....... sexxxayyyyy

3. Rachel Bilson.....

4.Anna Nicole Smith.... hahaha just kidding

Yup.

2006-05-21T18:44:22Z

I know this probably makes me one of the lamest people ever.... but I actually like that new Nick Lachey song....

Oh, and Michael Barrett is a little bitch.

I didn't do it on purpose...

2006-05-17T21:34:30Z

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

You know what time it is.....

2006-04-25T18:14:31Z

I think I might be the only one feeling this way... but I am NOT ready for summer to start. I'm actually sad that school is almost over. Two years of college just flew by and I am not ready to grow up yet! Right now I am kicking myself for not living down here over the summer. Arrrrghhh!

I wanna be a supermodel

2006-04-25T18:11:36Z

First: Post a comment with your name.

1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.

Feel free to post this on your journal so you can do the same for other people. Or not.

brwneyegrl1986 @ 2006-04-14T13:58:00

2006-04-14T19:08:57Z

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
You are an idiot......

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
I do not know the answer to this question.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
Pluck!

4. Favorite planet?
Saturn.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
Jason Riddle

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
Outkast- I like the way you move

7. What shirt are you wearing?
A t-shirt that says "give blood"

8. Do you "label" yourself?
Yeah I label myself as a loser.

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
Barefoot.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
Bright

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
I love both of them.... like totally.

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
The one with the most stuffed animals and fluffier pillows.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Drinking vodka..... ick...

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
"get it right, get it tight" from chris... haha. Im surprised I actually have a funny one.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
I say I don't currrr
or
Yayyerrr.

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
My Dad.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
Vinnie!
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
Nothin!

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
Zero.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
I don't know probably some time in my childhood, those were the days, but 19 was a good time...

22. Your worst enemy?
My butt.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
Scotty Podsednik.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Bye... to my dad

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you take?
I would take the million and then buy a little plane and learn to fly it.
26. Do you like someone?
Why yes I do! I like a lot of people!

27. The last song you listened to?
My latest obsession- Roots, seed 2.0

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would do?
catch the bullet.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
Um, myself because I am an idiot.
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
Vinnie!

Fuck.

2006-04-11T05:49:48Z

I am so confused......